Expertise

I wish there were more things in this life that I could say I was an expert on. Not important things like the economy or mathematics, but like movie trivia. I wish there was a movie I knew everything about, that I could name all the characters, their birthdate. I want to be an expert in something random. I've always thought that people like that are cool because it is something so unique.

Sometimes I think that I am lacking a specific personality, or one that I like at least. Gosh, way to make that small unimportant post into something serious, Ellen. But really, I've been thinking about it a lot. What makes me different from everyone else? Honestly, not a lot. I wish I was one of those people that other people called a "character." I want to be a character. And I think I'll start with a wierd obsession in something random.